"you said you were a youth-quaker"

I think that my insomnia is getting worse and worse. Just what I need right? To add on to that, I'm sick! I need a break from the chaos and stress. Once you think everything will be alright, another problem rises. Things will be ok soon, I just have to get everything together. I'm happy to have such a great partner. Not only is he my boyfriend but, my bestfriend. He's always there when I need him. I'm so lucky, I cant even explain. work has been good, they taught me to be cashier! Its really cool, a tad bit easier than I thought. I think working at forever xxi has been great. I like all my coworkers and management. Today I got some a sketch done, I'm happy about the outcome. Maybe after I get them all done i'll post pictures. It amazes me how I can stay up all night like this. Im watching family guy on hulu while laying on the couch. I find comfort in family guy, its makes me laugh all the time. Im a tad bit worried about someone....I hope everything is ok and hope everyone got home safely. Im hungry also, I have some leftover pizza. Im thinking about going veggi again...its a much healthier lifestyle(if you take vitamins and supplement). I have to go talk to my doctors and see what she thinks. I need to go anyways, I've been sick for weeks. This is not even funny anymore. The sun is slowly creeping out, I like it. Its so peaceful and quite at this time, Peace is nice after a chaotic day. I should be attempting to sleep now. goodnight(or morning ha,)


ciao babes

xoxo

gia.

Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me, and you're still there.

me and lynna.
valentines day with my man.






Life can be so chaotic sometimes, Its hard to find some peace a quiet these days. Its been non stop! Works going good, It can go from really busy to dead in a matter of minutes. Im more open to my coworkers and they are all opening up and talking more. Trying to get monye for a car is a little harder than i thought it would be. I have been searching and nothing I see is in my price range..and if they are , they arent running or need a fix. Things will work out, its just a matter of time I guess. So something exciting, I went to Disneyland the day after valentines. I havent had so much fun in such a long time. I love the atmosphere there. The day started off crappy because of my bank but, after all that it was amazing. We got there and as soon as we got in we realized we were hungry! So we left and went to go eat at dennys, tasty till the end lol. Went back and went on some rides, it was just so great. I looved being there with him, it was just amazing and romantic. After that we were so hungry we got a bite to eat, ate at home and then said our goodbyes. The rest of the week flew by it kinda is a blur now. Last night my bestfriend came over and helped me and my aunt clean, we got paid and then we went to go get some mochi! It was so delicious! Went to target for some candy and then came back home! I had to work on my project and then I was taking him home. We sat in the car for we while....a while passed and then he asked me to be with him. I said YES. Im very happy, I know that nobody out there could possibly love me as much as he does. We have always been close and stuff. It feels the same but now its just official. aha. So I have bought some new items and Im going to do a blog about that soon. Im addicted to shopping, it scares me! anyways, I feel great right now. I hope everyone is well. goodnight.

xoxo
gia

Still so young and anxious to be free

I cant believe how negligent I have been to blogger. I get so caught up with life its hard to sit down and write about it. Things have been better than ever. Sometimes you'll never know whats going to happen next. I have a valentine:] im so excited because its my bestie. Were going to Disneyland and then spend the night at a hotel. I GOT A TATTOO!!! yes...I love it! It cost me 200 and was so worth it! anyways Im getting sick and need to rest up :] goodnight loves


xoxo

Girl need boy and boy needs girl.

I finally have him back in my life, I was starting to think that was the end of it. Im happy I was wrong! Im so happy right now words dont describe the excitement. I went over to take his movie back and then he asked me if I wanted to stay and hang out. Things just fell right back into place like nothing happened. I cried a little but only because I was emotional...Im complete now. I didnt want to let go of his hand and would hold on tighter when I felt him move. Life coudnt be any better...honestly. My nights of crying, days of sulking have come to a complete halt. Im a very thankful girl right now. Nobody matters like he does. This is simply the best way to end my night. "DNUTS" haha and my bestie back in this crazy and loon life of mine. goodnight.




xoxo

Oh, we're right under your nose, We're the lovers that you don't know

There are all the new clothes bought from work:] the rings and nail polish also. I had t add with my brother gave me. I love the Very sexy perfume and lotions. I'll have to blog about the clothes later on. Im so beat from work and being sick doesnt help me. Ive been so busy with life's obstacles I must share with you all later on! ciao!

xoxo....



ps. I just love working at forever 21. I spend my paychecks there ahah.

Up all night got demons to fight

These past few days have been intense and chaotic! I kind of enjoy it though because I work well under pressure. You know Im still amazed at how people can say they're your friend then do something heinous to you. Today was a nice break from some dramatic people. I went to Riverside with Fernie to take his mom some papers, we came back to orange and actually went mini golfing! I won by one point but...I got hurt while we were playing! I tried to be cute and funny and play with the golf ball and the ball ended up hitting me in the mouth and made me bleed. No joke, I was laughing! It hurt but, it was just so funny! Then got home and went to my aunts house, its nice to have such an amazing family. I am so thankful to have such an amazing and helpful family. Whenever someone is in need they bend over backwards to make sure that they are being helped. It just so amazing. I love christmas time! I cant say it enough! I love shopping for everyone's gifts, the decorating, and the dressing up.Oh not to mention all the great songs they play at work "last christmas I gave you my heart but, the very next day..you gave it away...." ....Thats my favorite one. I get happy everytime I hear it! Dream a little dream of me came on right now and I love it. I am supposed to have a dinner date tomorrow, and Im so excited. Im sort of in a dilemma...I have more than 2 guys to choose from. Im trying to get to know them all and make sure my decision is right. I just dont know if thats right though? Im not doing anything more than going out on little dates...but can it still be crossing the line?? Im so lost, I honestly have no idea! So my paycheck is coming on friday, so excited to get everyone things. I am getting my sister some new clothes and my mom some jewelry from work and aldo! Her Birthday is thursday! Im so excited! Im also getting my self a tattoo for christmas! Im going to get three little kiss marks like the picture on top. Each kiss represents my momma, my sister and me! You know what..Im thankful for the amazing family I have been given. Everyone in my family is just such an amazing person in thier own way. I see when others are in need they all pitch in to help. Its just amazing at how blessed I am to have them around. I miss my grandpa, I knew he would have loved the new puppy we have. I hope I get to visit his grave soon, its been ages since I have been there. Well I should finish this up, Im getting a little tired. Im going to watch a movie called "christmas in handcuffs" so cute! goodnight everyone!

"And all my magic will keep you dizzy with desire"

I want to start this off by saying, its raining! I love when it rains. It sets many moods. Listening to since you're gone by the cars and rain drops is heaven. Work was very busy today, I wore my boots and a new brown sweater I bought...big mistake! My boots havent been broken into yet...so now I have blisters and sore feet. Its ok though, my outfit was so cute. This week has been so topsy turvy, I feel like Im in a flim. I feel so tired, hopefully tomorrow I get to sleep in and then have a fun night out! Today I woke up, got ready and left to work with Fernie. Went to work, worked(obviously), then Fernie took me to eat In N Out! I was so hungry! I was a beast...I dont care, I was starving! Being the fitting room attendant is not an easy job! There are so many things you have to do and be sure to do. I was always busy with one thing or another. My feet and back are hurting but, its all worth it! Tomorrow I plan to go out to TGIFridays..let Ashley have her drinks and then head off the meet the guys for a game of bowling and hookah session after. I need some fun in my life. Ashley gives me that. We are laughing and having fun the whole time. Funny how people can surprise you. I have learned dont judge alot, people will turn around and be the opposite of what you thought. I hope I can get one nights good rest, Im in dire need for it! I want to say that I have been better...but I feel ok now. I think I can finally accept how things are and move on with my life. We cant dwell in the past...thats something I know I have to work on. I turn to the past alot and its not the smartest idea because I feel sad after. Luckly I have so many amazing friends who have come out and said "I will never leave your side Gianna". those are the kind of people I need to surround myself with. Not people who are going to leave when things are rough. Many friends have proved themselves to me. little things they say or do count. I love them all for being here when I was in need of sympathy and care. They snapped me out of it and helped me smile and forget. I think about things..but time heals....slowly but time does heal. Oh this morning I found a huge nasty bruise on my thigh. This is something that would only happen to me. I stumbled a little and BAM hit myself on this metal part of the car door. I am so clumsy! I dont know how many times I almost fell at work...imagine how embarrassing that would be!! I think it would be funny though, you have to learn to laugh at yourself when you do something dumb. Seriously people, dont take yourself so seriously! Sometimes being at work makes me realize how mean and rude some people are out there. I go out there with a smile and am always sweet! Some people were never brought up with manners! Its so sad and I pity the because nobody likes rude and snooty people! do you?? I didnt think so! Some will say thank you with a smile and others are shady and wont even say thank you...much less a smile! People these days..so pathetic! Im so excited for this weekend, I hope that everyone is good! I wanted to say thank you to you people who sit there and actually read this. You all are beautiful and amazing people. Never hesitate to post something..OH YES!..... I have decided that I will be selling some clothes that is in good condition! I have some things I need to clear with my bank and I need to buy some packaging for everything. Photos might be taken tomorrow and post will be up soon for it. They will all be on the cheaper side, I know not everyone has money these days. Some of these clothes I haven't even worn! I warn that I am small, therefore all I have are smalls and mediums! Thank you again everyone. Goodnight all you lovely people.




xoxo