life! life! life!

Life can be so crazy sometimes. I have done some stupid things, but they have taught me. I'm currently waiting for some information i'll be receiving soon, I hope. This weekend was nice we had family and my sister was here. We rented movies and stayed up all night to talk. My sister understands me and I feel like I can tell her anything. All this stress has really taken a toll on me, its very unhealthy. I haven't eaten much and feel like complete poo. Oh yes, I'm also moving in two weeks and trying to still get my bank account ready and my pay pall then all my things I'm selling will be listed. I took the Pictures already but I need the accounts first! I have been in love with Beverly Hills for 2 years now, one day I'll be there. I love how glamorous it is.

xoxo

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you, Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you

This is from last night<3. I finally went to bed at 6:30 am, it was amazing! I watched the host with my brother. Then we were going to bed when I realized we still weren't sleepy. He started to play WOW and I went downstairs to join my Dad for breakfast! I need to make a paypal account and get a bank account before Im able to sell my things! have a great day! xoxo

dream a little dream of me

These past couple of days have been so intense. I have figured out alot and Im so happy that I did. I did end my relationship with my boyfriend, I leave only good wish's behind. Ive noticed sometimes when I try to help people they take it for granted. I go out of my way to help them and sometimes I dont get thank you's..or when I need help, they turn the other cheek. I tried to help someone who I dearly love and got a big "FUCK YOU". I know Im not the most perfect person but, when I say im going to change...I work on it to make me a better person. On a happier note i love some of the people i meet on twitter. like NZAfro..aka Adam. He took a picture for me &i did it in return. Were so lovely hahaha. I'll post pictures up soon! xoxo

love kills

since i have gotten back here to murrieta ive been thinking alot. maybe a little more that i should, cause i tend to get really sick when i do. im am so unsure about everything..school, relationship and moving. i feel so desperate to figure it all out. my emotions are literally a rollercoaster, i feel like im going round and round like a carousel. hmm, things will get better. they have to.

peach girl

I have been watching this non stop. I am in love with this show! I think i like it even more because its kind of the story of my life. Hahaha. Im going back to temecula today and having my dad sign the fafsa papers and enroll in paul mitchell. Im so excited but yet nervous at the same time! I'll be alone haha. This will be the 3 time moving in one year, I guess i just cant stay put. Im going to be selling or giving away some of my clothes. I'll have to get settled in and take the pictures. They will all be cheap and in good shape! I'll keep it posted. :] i hope everyone has a great and amazing day.


xoxo
gia

hot &sour soup

So i tried this hot and sour soup. it was very bland and dont recomend getting it from a box. today was a nice day because i went to see my bestfriend. untill he told me that he doesnt see him living for more than 4 years. that made my head spin and me lose my breath. i swear i almost fainted. call me a cry baby or whatever. but when you love someone as much as i love him the same thing would happen to you. it took me a while to catch my breath im so glad he was there to help me not have a panic attack! after that i felt a little better, then bam the energy drink started to take effect and i got jittery. it was terrible and sad because i still feel it! haha i drove again and almost crashed..fml. yeah i was on the ramp and ahh so scary! haha. im feeling a little tired tonight which it good because i never get sleep! tomorrow i leave..maybe for only a weekend or maybe for a month. we'll have to see what happens with the papers from fafsa. i hope they all get filled so i can start school asap!! i want a leather jacket so bad. i saw one at active for 92$. super cute! i think im going to make myself a cup of tea and finish the notorious bette paige movie. goodnight everyone.

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over people trying to convince that college is the way to go. for them it could be or could have been but not for me. i went to a continuation school because i had problems in school, and i just dont like the idea of having a boring desk job. i was made to be in cosmetology. thats where im going, i will be super busy with that and work. i will have no time to do anything besides that &they want me to take a couple classes. forget it. school for me is monday-saturday and starts at 9 am to 5pm. then work after that. my only free day would be sunday where i will be doing my homework and catching up on missed sleep. i understand that they are trying to help me out but its just crazy sometimes. i have made up my mind on what i am doing and dont need college to open up my own salon, or be a hairdresser/makeup artist. there was another of my little rants. i just get so heated when people come at me in attack mode about school. have a wonderful day.



xoxo
gia

mysterious skin

i need a new amazing book to read. i have been in a coaster of moods, and im stressing trying to get ready to school. i went to temecula today, and then drove to costa mesa all within 4 hrs. i turned 18 september 3rd and had such a great lunch with the family. it was just so amazing. i have also learned that you cant hold grudges, you end up getting even more hurt. sometimes things happen for a reason. they shape you to who you are today and should be thankful. last year me and a friend ended a friendship because of me being unable to forgive her for what she did to me. a year later i reaize what i did was wrong and i went about the whole situation wrong. i am truly sorry for the way things ended up and i have been trying to contact her to apoligize. i think if i do i will feel a whole lot better. i have also been texting one of my ex's who i thought i coud never forgive. right now were actually having a good and solid text conversation. mostly about life and school, it feels nice to be able to be friends.by the way i realize i havent made a blog in a long time, i have been dealing with some issue's that had to be resolved. i must admit i ahve been getting a little low, but i know things will get better. ive been so stressed im cauing myself stomach problems and im only 18 haha. its terrible. but things will get better. im happy i have an amazin family, they all have offered me good advice and are always there when i need them. this summer has really been a life changer, ive done a great amount of maturing. thats something that i am very proud of haha. so i had my birthday lunch on september 5th. it was a small little get together but was just so amazing and cute. my grandma bought me a cute blue and black dress, and got to wear 4 inch heels. amazing i walked in them all day! i made some money and eded up buying myself a guess purse, betsey johnson stockings, the movies: lars and the real girl and girl interrupted, lunch for me and a friend, and gas money for my boyfriends friend. as presendt i got a cute little notebook for my little thoughts, ps i love you perfume &lotion from bath a body work shop, midnight pomegranite from bath a body work shop, i got an Elizabeth Arden sunflower perfume(amazing), i got a 25 $visa card, a 40$ visa card, 50$, and a bunch of amazing hugs. however, i did end up getting hurt(as always). i almost broke my knuckles, i have bruises all over my legs. my hand(where i almost broke my knuckles) is still bruised up and i hit my hand this morning so i now have a bruise on a bruise. welcome to my life lol. mm im eating pita bread with lebni cheese(middle eastern cheese). super tasty, i reccomend trying it! i cant get enough of it lol. mmm im also in the mood for strawberry juice or peach tea! MMMM. sounds great! i dont know if i mentioned the cake in the picture above, yeah my grandma made it. it was so good! i still have some left over! i hope everyone is doing well, im off to go get some things done!


xoxo. GIA