Tell me when you hear my silence, youre the only one that knows.

Have you ever had someone very important in youre life just walk out and leave you...Ive had that happen twise. This feeling is like nothing else in the world. You feel lost and alone, the next day is the worst. You place all your trust in someone and you give them your all because you believe in them. Then they turn around and do that. I cant explain how my heart feels right now. the first time was a lover, the worst was when my bestfriend left. They tell you you deserve better but then they do it..and its worse...so much worse. I feel so messed up in my head, I feel sick with heartbreak and anger. This is why I have trust issues, and why I need a therapist. I need a break from everything right now.