"tell me when you hear my heart stop"

November was such a busy month, there was so much going on. I did get to see new moon opening night! I tried so hard not to cry when Edward leaves her because I understand what its like to be left so suddenly. I also know what it is like to have a best friend save you. I loved the movie and the soundtrack is amazing, I cannot stop listening to it! Thanksgiving was a little small get together but it was still fun, it was a night of gay men and wii. priceless! On a sad note I found out I was negative in my account....$240. I got my first paycheck last weekend and that was $56 for orientation and 2 days of training haha. My second paycheck was a higher but I have to give it to the bank! Soooo sad! Work has been keeping me pretty busy, and I love it. I got to go to temecula last weekend and visit my family! It was sooo nice. John(baby brother) is getting so big its crazy, he's such a cutie pie. I had alot of fun, I want to go back soon! BIG NEWS! I started up my own business. I am a member of NuSkin. They sell anti aging things that really do work, I have seen them first hand. They sell make up, hair products, vitamins that help fight off cancer, and so much more. When i get more into the business I will tell you all more about it! Its so exciting because there are so many people out there who are interested in this! Oh about this weekend, I learned something new. I dont have time to waste on people who dont make time for me. I was supposed to catch up with someone who I liked and had been talking to. Totally blew me off and no text since then. So I have went out and met new people!! I actually got asked if I wanted to hang by a coworker. He is funny, cute, sweet, and seems like such a hard worker....Did I mention cute???? I am so happy to see that I am able to move on from what has happened. I needed that extra little push...and I got it. If its not meant to be, it wont work out....and it didnt work! I like how I told everyone about my cute coworker and now we are talking and hanging out. Things like this make my faith get higher and higher, I am amazed. I work today and I cant wait to go because its a theme day! We have to dress like "NY Dolls" lalalalove it. I am wearing my spandex leather leggings with a new sequins tank I bought and some new heels with a hat i just bought! I think Im a little to excited ahah. Tonight should be a busy one too, its Saturday night. We just got a new line in and Its Paris inspired! I have to shower and get ready for work in a little. I cant believe Christmas is right around the corner, I need to star thinking about what I am going to buy for my family. Does anyone understand how fun Christmas time is?? I want to go to Disneyland, I love the way they set it up this time around. I was thinking back a little and seeing how my style has changed alot. I was pretty plain, I like more flashy &edgy things. I thank my work for that. I am currently listening to my myspace play list. you all should add me. myspace.com/lovefool23 . I am going to try and blog more about what is going on so you dont have to sit and read this looong entry. Anways I wish the best for you all, and hope you all are having an amazing time. Also before I leave I want to say dont let people get you down with their gossip. They are threatened by you and your amazingness that they have to shoot you down for their pleasure. Its sad and pathetic, Smile because they are jealous of you and what you have. There is no point in getting upset because you know who you are and thats what matters. Thats all! love you all.



xoxo gia